Prayer cleanses the soul, pain cleanses the body.

Ok. No job? Check. No relationship? Check. Huge blunder? Check.

I'm wondering what's left for me to do before this streak of bad luck will cease. Well yeah I know, it's less of bad luck and more of me pretty much being an useless prick. But still! Nothing is lost, yet. I have still got one last move to pull. Bare that though, I think I will need to leave this place.

Now (even more in fact) I am being dragged down by all those memories. Some good ones, true enough but they do not outweigh the increasing number of bad ones. I simply hope I will be able to reboot my life as easy as it's said. Granted I've been considering this possibility for a few years now and I guess I'm reaching a point where it will have to be now or a life full of nothing. Which might have been fine for me a few years ago however it will not be sufficient or rewarding enough now.

People change, in little or big ways. And I need to change, once more. We shall see what happens from now on. Now that I'm done typing this, it might help, I don't know. Thanks for reading, the usual schedule will resume shortly.